I have seriously dropped the ball on this blog. I don't even have any good excuses. I guess my attention span/will power to do things waxes and wanes. I made
all these resolutions, like everyone does, and clearly haven't followed through on some of the ones I really wanted to keep. Namely getting and staying focused on my health through a better diet and exercise, cooking new meals regularly (lets just change that to just cooking), and writing regular blog posts.
I think that I'm just not one of those people that has a thing and can stick to it. You know how when you think of some people you think of their associated hobby or something they are the best at- photography, cooking, sports, travel, whatever. I'm into a lot of different things and probably range from poor to above average with them. As a kid my parents put me in everything imaginable - ballet, tap, swim, synchronized swimming (for reals), water polo, violin, piano, soccer. I was that kid that had a schedule as a 7 year old and went from soccer to swim to violin lessons. Thing is, I was never really amazing at any of those things.
As an adult I find myself becoming totally consumed by things and then a week later just abandoning it altogether. I once bought Nutrisystem, ate two of the meals and never opened another package. That was a seriously bad idea. I'll draw for a day, run for a week, cook for a month but never do anything with consistency.
I've been wondering if my fickleness and lack of focus has made me mediocre at everything. Then I start to spaz out and think about how if I can't be good at the things I am doing now, how could I possible be a good mother, work and be my own person? But thats another topic and I've already rambled enough.
Nothing like some awesome clip art to illustrate my point...
Or how about this awesome image:
I don't even know if this makes sense. Can you relate or are you one of those awesome people who is super good at something (or everything)? If so, can I have the secret to your success :)

Mediocrity